when we learn how to fly

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Sunday, January 31, 2010

welcome to thee crack house :D dooo come inn


About me: I have a lot to say. You shee, I would put this in the “about me section” buuut haha it didn’t fit ;) SO about me:

I would say I am an odd one but there are A. so many types of odd and B. everyone says that now-a-days so bc the majority is saying they're odd it's not unique but the norm now ... so that's not fun...

I love originality although, with all of the minds that have been on earth before me or are currently here with me today, is that really possible to achieve? I mean someone must have either done it, thought it or wrote about it already, right? (Maybe not, but the rarity of originality is what makes it so special when it actually occurs :) ) So I go for the new best thing and I shoot for just being me =) I get insecure and fail sometimes tho :/ Its much easier to see a successful personality or action in a social setting and mimic that model of success rather than implementing your own. Because yours might fail, for a variety of reasons, and a mask in social scenes is so much easier, because if no one likes it, you just take it off and are left relatively uncared and protected. But then you are never yourself and so you soon become lost and very unhappy. You see, there is a saying that everyone must pay their dues sometime. I believe that is always true. If I am not accepted, another human and I just didn’t match. Neither of us enjoyed it. So they are not only rejecting me but I also do not prefer them. And that is O.K. as long as we are both respectful about it and thoughtful of the other human being. On the other hand though, getting back to my prior point, if I'm similar to anyone else, when I’m just being me, then hey that's not bad. I may be relatively unoriginal, sure, but it means I've got a like-minded friend out there :)and that's a comforting thought. You see, we're never the only ones in a situation and we are never truly alone. =)

I am also very random.

You thought I was done didn’t you?? Nooo that would have been a nice harmonious though provoking ending… but no. No, I also like to laugh and making ppl laugh :D

I am very friendly.

If I ever meet you … well, lets just say I hug perfect strangers sometimes when I first meet them. Yeah… yeah yup a big healthy guerrilla hug

Note: I hugged two perfect strangers yesterday. They were very nice people =)

“What movies do you like” ooh hmmm, lets spin this one around: what movies don't you like?? the majority of chick flicks. yeah not gonna pay to weep or sob or be exposed to intense epic high pitched screams... if i wanted to let someone else make me cry against my better wishes... I’ll go chop onions folks... and if I wants to hear surround sound squeals I’d go to a pig fair. k? ok... PLEASE note: real life girls that scream and jump are pretty much one of the funniest thing to watch and be around... they make me smile. haha what can I say?? but fake ones on TV... no. they make my trigger finger itch.

cant explain it... but I like what I like and I don’t what I dislike.. :D

ALSO: slasher/horror? what’s that about?? can we hold the catch up please?? and is the side of intense and obsessive terror reeealy fun?? no it's not a happy meal. Don’t by the frowny mean. It’s stupid. Besides, u'll most likely pee yo cool self just all over the place. ight?! and it's not cool to be scared... everyone can do it... look

*looks around*

*squishes face*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

see. yur all right now, ya all yall stupid if ya go. N u knO ull regret it too you know what I mean…

U just saw the worst movie slasher horror movie ever ur home alone all and that newly haunted window with the serial killer waiting outside it... oh yeah and u cant sleep so you stay up wide awake in a room with closed windows so no one can see you? with ur blood shot eyes blown wide open looking from side to side stuffing ur sweaty lil scared face with junk food and ur "formidable" weapons layin rt there beside you...all the while ur thinking “yeah, yeah you know what, I got this! Nothing can scare me” ur sittin there with ur cheatos covered hand pep talking urself into a confidant frenzy and then the wind kicks up

AAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! SWEET MOTHER OF AMY WHAT THE FRIK WAZ THAAAAAAT!!!???

The cheatos are strewn across the floor you are now standing on top of your couch with a pillow and remote, your formidable weapons, in your hands like that’s gonna do any good when sweety Tod come crashin in… yeeah now that’s sad right there. And after you’ve watched those movies for like about a week when ever you get to an open space outside when it’s pitch black, FORGET ABOUT IT you get so scared you have now rendered yourself mute.

So let me ask you… is this fun??? hahaha